Soooo... I always come back here like a year after actually doing anything with this account.
I've shunned dA so much over the past five years, it's unreal. I remember when I used to spend my life on this site, making friends, doing arty shit and being just happy.
I need to get back to that place.
That was before I gave a shit as to who looks at my work, and who says what about it though.
I really need to turn this around in a very short space of time.
dA is full of so much inspiration; and so much chance for me to shine.
When did i start giving a shit about what people thought about what I do?
I don't give a crap what anyone else thinks about any other aspect of my life, so why do I give such a shit when it comes to my art?
It's for ME. Not for anyone else, for ME. Anyone else who likes it... added bonus. 1up, I guess.
I need to get my head out of this, ugh i don't even know, this place of self loathing and general resentment.
I don't show my art work off anymore.
I'm not proud of my art work anymore.
I don't believe in myself anymore.
I can't be like this anymore.
Where the fuck did it all go pete tong.
either buck up or fuck up, sam.